DAMN SOCIALSTUDIES.
WORST SUBJECT ON EARTH GOSHH.
making my head sooo BIG.





alrytes bye people.

busy mugging again.
physics two more units to the end le.
so relieved.
tht leaves me to do socialstudies first.



haven seen a string of distinctions for a very very long time.
im not gonna aim for one this time.
but at least,
i aim for all subjects to be at least B, including ENGLISH and my combined humans and science.
please please.
first time im putting in so much effort for my studies.
i really hope for just a straight Bs this time.





WHEE.
THANKYOU ADAM ANG FOR YOUR SS SEC3 BOOK.
i cant find mine.
xD

and im gonna ask koksiong for help in physics LOL. [:

bleh.
what about my chemistry and history.
someone help please.
=/






i wish only for a pass between you and me.

firstly.
i didnt blog ytd.
how can!
lol.
cos my internet got abit of problems.
stupid larh.











haha.
ytd studied physics and taught adam maths.
omg adam dntscare me can ><
study hard!






MUGMUGMUG.
i mugging for physics and socialstudies today.
thankyou kahmeng for your notes [:
cutie mr sexylips lol.












ALRYTEYS!
ss and physics so difficult.
gonna isolate myself today and tmr.
BYEBYE PEOPLE!

GOSH.
PHY+CHEM SUCKS.
i cant do well in both.
somemore both are combined as one grade.
damnn.
!@#$%^&*











tralalas.
ADAM JIAYOU OKAY.
love maths haha.













today had tuition.
learnt quite alot of paper1 stuff.
haha
[:
den went home with laogong again.






lol.
so kuku.
if she's your sunshine,
den the other's my rainbow.
lol.
perhaps not? hai.
no time to care.
MIDYEARS!
i will study hard.














my passion never dies.

alrytes.
conclusion : PHYSICS SUCKS.
gosh man.
paper 1 i left 2 out of 20 questions blank.
and paper 2. 80% of the paper is blank.
but at least i learnt something.
or rather refreshed lol.

1KG = 10NEWTONS .

lol.
thanks sexylips love you lots.
[:
thanks adam too [:
YOU WILL LOVE MATHS, SOON. haha.







gosh.
just saw jolin's new MV.
tht dancing diva.
'wu niang' in chinese haha.
GOSH MAN.
she really knows how to dance.
i think people who can really dance are attractive.
[:
hehe.
gonna buy this album to support her.








alrytes schedule of the week.
TOMORROW FRIDAY.
_study physics.
_tuition maths =/

SATURDAY.
_pay respects to ahma ):
_MATHS!
_geography

SUNDAY.
_socialstudies
_physics

MONDAY.
_socialstudies >.<
_english =/










haha nice schedule.
im hardworking after all.
[:
BYE PEOPLE.

HEHEHE.
i finally sat down today and did my revision.
so happy.



morning went to mac to meet adam.
found liying and shumin there.
den they left.
so we did our work.
humanities haha.







den after tht because adam scared of being watched LOL!
den we went to steph house.
lol.
i thot i could finish revising geography in time.
but i tutored the kids maths instead.
den mdms0ck came and taught me socialstudies.
THANKYOU!
i own you one yam icecream.
haha.
[:
but i managed to finish 3themes.
left one more theme for geog paper2.
wahaha.
so happy.
im gonna finish my physics paper later.
and search for ym chem homework.
lol.
tmr after skool going to do homework with laogong den to tuition.
wee.
seeyou guys.
BYEBYE!

AHH.
im seriously mugging and i seriously cant believe i can be hardworking.


got stuck in geography now.
HOW people.
gosh man.
alrtyes seeyou soon.
MUGGING.

I AM ELOQUENT [:












haha nothing to say about today.
but kunyang advice so crap.
i stand with BENJAMIN [:
i dnt lyk people attitude me de.
if people do tht i'll ignore them, whoever they are.
but sometimes, we shud endure barh.
RENN! haha.
=X












SHERMAINE!
[: cheerup kayys.
wads past is past.
you still have me marh since monday [:
LOL! =X
CHEERUP SMILE!













alrytes.
english oral
was fifth.
and ms maelim said i was ELOQUENT! haha.
=X
and i bragged to lotsa people.
dnt worry laogong your oral's gonna be great kayy!
MUACK [:




went home with laogong arvina and kunny.
haha [:
alrytes gtg study geography abit today.
tmr carrying on with adam.
BYE [:

im losing my patience.
no i won't.
SMILE wenbin [:
SMILE! haha.
i will smile.
for you.

i never give up so easily.
im losing my patience.
SMILE[:

GOSH. i forgot to say something.
haha.
me and kok shared another common point.
we love to contradict oneself.
shan't talk about his scenario.
his scenario is between him and me =X
i lyk.
but i fear.
i fear.
and i regretted.
and i lost it.
wad a silly fool yea.
kok and me love to contradict.
kok and me love to talkcock.
kok and me love to laugh.
kok and me love eachother!
LOL :P
alrytes gosh.
byebye people [:

OH.
shermaine not here today.
sobs LOL.
crazy la.
haha im just crapping !@#$%^&*











alrytes today lessons was hmm.
okay.
haha i never attempted to sleep today.
NEVER.
haha cos last nite i slept at 11pm.
dntwant to see some people.
had another quarrel with her in the early morning.
haii. whatever.









haha.
today we suddenly talk about circumsize.
LOL.
we as in my changronghubby, darylbrokeback[: ,gabriel chaingchin etcetc.
lol.
so funny and stupid.
wasted one period haha.
cos ms lavina not around.









den after school i stayed back to wait for koksiong to go home together and i tutor adam amaths!
LOL.
i didn't vomit blood.
=X
had two crunches.
gosh.
and two packets of bandung.
i broke my saving plan.
shit.
see la adam.
TEMPTATIONS.










anyway went home with laogong today.
talked a lot.
see, you are always likedat.
cheerup yea!
SMILE[:









my 2.4km is 12.21minutes.
lol.
but PULLUP.
....
!@#$%^&*
haha.
forget it.






boycotted amaths now, later, just now.
lol.





alrytes thts the end of the day.
BYEBYE!

ADAM!
CHEERUP LA!
still got sgtloo ^.^











alrytes today wasnt a wonderful day.
cos was famine day one. LOL.



RECESS so damn boring.
i cant even eat.
damn.
den stayed in class do amaths but i dntknow how to do.
!!
haha =X



ENGLISH [:
sexy benjamin the asshole.
haha so funny.
and stupid kunyang.
i choose NONE of the choices above.
i choose B! B for BENJAMIN [:
haha.
den was practising oral with cynthia and mrskoh.
gosh.
this wed eng oral prelims.







ASSEMBLY!
haha.
shermaine confessed to me =X
LOL.
walao.
den wenlin keep interupting us.
RUDE.




5.30pm!
went back with KOKSIONG and arvina [:
haha.
so funny larh.
"ni3 an4 lian4 wo3 ah?' LOL.
laugh lyk crazy.
so funny lor KOKSIONG[:
haha.





and jerome!
he knew me so well.
stupid haha.
he told the whole world i wont apologise.
cos im STUBBORN.
ee no fun lol.
=X



i LOVE KOKSIONG [:
i LOVE JEROMELAU[:
i LOVE SHERMAINE LOL! [=.- im crazy haha.]





alrytes seyeou people!
BYEBYE [:

alrytes another post and im off to physics.

haha jerome knew tht i wont apologise to my mum.
lol clever how you know de?





i bet he can read my heart lol.
anyways,
I LOVE JEROMELAUFOOKWAH!
he's the nicest brother in the whole wide world!
MUACK!

smsing jerome.
dnt worry i'll pay the bills =.-
haiyo.
thanks for caring [:
and you arh.
dnt always quarrel.
long time since we chatted again.
haha but i never will forget you dde [:
cos you're cute, you're handsome you're blahblahblah...
but my emaths more qiang!
WAHAHAH.
we left five months only ):
must miss me okayy.
we must go to JC together! haha.
better if go same JC rytes?
[:
i'll miss you too <3














today haven seen kok online.


i'm really serious.
trust me.
kok and i got the same problem barh.
we always dnt have tht courage and confidence.
we are scared tht we cant live up to the expectations of our loved ones.
so we rather give up den to grab it.
it's something not easily changed.
i was lykdat in the past.
now i regretted it, very much.
i didnt wake you up. i was just escaping.
you woke up up, instead.
for letting me know that we shud always cherish wad we had.
and not regret in future, lyk now perhaps.

haha.
but i got to go to finish my physics anyway.
seeyou people byebye [:












i'm really serious.
trust me.

yea.
i still haven study today.
what crap that i wanna study wholeday today.
all was spoilt cos of yesterday.
went out just now.
just came back.
really i cant stand all this shit.
trying to be nice despite what you did ytd?
i never forget okay.
stop it.











appeared offline.
i got no mood to chat with people.
im forever so stubborn.
but who cares anyway.









today'd 23rd le.
tmr restart phone plan.
tht means next week going to get the bills.
this month's bills confirm bao.
smsed almost 800.
shud be 60+ bucks.
hai damn.
i dnt even have a single cent now.
pay wad man.
idiotic.




anyway really ive decided not to eat in school.
if people you see me eating in school go to me and scold me please.
i have to save money.
cos i have a mother who loves to kbkb.
and she has a stubborn son who just can't stand it.
haha stubborn.
what a trait i have.




cos of stubborn i lost my freedom.
cos of stubborn i have to starve myself.
cos of stubborn i lost you, too.







nevertheless,
koksiong cheered me up ytd [:
thanks.

koksiong say i start to behave lyk him after we are together.
lol.
quite true though.
but the main point is not this haha.








gosh man.
im left with twenty bucks.
and i stupidly gave my mother cos i own her tht long ago.
and bcos im angry, i even told her tht i'd pay my own phone bills from nwo onwards.
i must be crazy.

my stubborness cost my ONLY twentybucks left and endless phone bills and left me in such a pathetic stage.

dammit.
so sad.
have to bar myself from eating in school form now onwards.
sian.




shopping is NOT wrong in the first place.
especially when i saved every single penny i used for shopping MYSELF.
dammit.
sitll kbkb.
argh.
i am stubborn.
i am stupid.
i love to waste money.
whatever.











what a nice day turns out to be lykthis.

today had sucha nice day [:


seoulgarden was nice.
shopping was nicer.




















my mum wasnt even nice.
forget it man.
idiot.
from today onwards,
i'll save and scrimp.
cos i nid to pay my phone bills from now onwards.
im not going to eat anything in school from now onwards.
cos i wanna save money.
fcuk man.














bitch.
i can stand it no longer.

k0k[:
i know you're feeling lousy.
since the days ago, you're thinking about many things.

but i wanna to let you know tht i'll always be there for you [:
there to talk cock with you.
there to pour our hearts out to one another.
there to wait for bus 88 which seems to make 20minutes lyk 20seconds.
there to play around and laugh together.
there to take infinte photos together.
there to hug each other.
there to always hold on to eachother's hands and remind eachother to go on.
there to always knock our clenched fists together.

i'll be there for you, for everything.
cause we are bestfriends, brothers, laogonglaopo, .......
once, now, forever.
[:

nothing changes yea.
don't feel so sad,
cause i'll feel sad too.
SMILE! takecare lots.
love ya yea (:

AHH.
my hair was ugly.



today lessons wasn't as usual.
cause something big happen in school.
some f*cking bastards.
!!!
takecare weiqi [:
i will help you find back de!
lol.
den chem theory in chemlab cos class used for oral.
quite tired by then.
lucky its short.



den went to cut hair with changrong[:, chiangchin, weicong, shilam and cheeseng.
yoohoo.
haha.
MY HAIR SUCK!
ahh.
kuku lor.
bleh.










den went to buy tank's album,
and den rushed back home and came to schoolto find ser koky they all.
and i saw her.<3
alrytes den tuition.








murphy and koky accompany me back.
[:
thanks.
love you guys [:
haha.






alrytes.
TOMORROW SEOUL GARDEN!
BYEBYE PEOPLE[:

LOVE DEVASTATES.
=/



takecare all those who were devastated.
[:
cos im the one who will cheeryouup[:
LOL!
my laogong first, den janet hehe.
takecare. (:

):
today no go home with laogong.
no mood ):















haha NO LAH!
he nidda meet his sister.
it's fine.
[:
seeyou tmr hehe!









gosh.
im so damn tired today.
i paid 100% attention to geography today!
haha.
geography never gets me bored.
and i think im gonna do my maths everyday now!
later chiangchin and adrian say i procrastinate.
lol.
maybe also bring to seoul garden trip.
do when there's time barh.
xD.
woo.
today whole day lessons.
very tired man.
but im gonna finish tht stupid paper2 and graphs!
AHH!.
im determined haha.









and JANET JIAYOU!











ben wans my love [:
haha alrytes bitch love asshole too =n.n=










finished stjohnadmin stuff.
going to my maths le.
WEE.
but koksiong's not online yet.
haiyo.
sian.









deja vu.
i believed tht.
haha.
was talking about this with ser and arvina.
so scary lol.








Yuna:"stay with me until the end, please."
Tidus:"no, not until the end."
Tidus:"... forever. i'll stay with you forever."
Yuna:" yes. forever! "

i love asshole
haha.
i'll give you love if you are short of it LOL.
as if you wan mine.











janet so spastic.
!@#$%^&*
argh haha.











i'll pray for you.
takecare people.

feeling dejected is never a good feeling.
cos i once felt so too.
please.
give everybody a chance.
especially when one really repents.

HAPPYBIRTHDAY DARYLTAN [:

i love you always.

ohmy.
i made a grave mistake.
sorry.
so sorry.







i hope nothing bad happens.
please.

HELLO [:
today's kinda short day.
tmr's gonna be long.
haha.
but same thing.
will be going back with koksiong.








we've been talking about alot of stuff.
but.
i dntknow.
im so confused.
but laogong, follow where your heart leads you to.
takecare [:



physics test.
almost screwed up.
hope i can get distinction.



ahh.
my chinese gonghan got 17/20.
so high lol.
miss tee wrote some comments.
'seldom put in so much effort.
carry on lykthis and i dnthave to worry.'
LOL.
so tht means i haven been putting in effort.
i will de miss tee[:




english was still fun with mrs low [:





alrytes.
shud be all barh.
whew.
mugging xD

spastic peirong ask me a question.
'are you really a gay?'


lol wtf.
of course not.
I AM STRAIGHT.
just tht my heaart goes to koksiong LOL.
NO LA!
haha.
=.-









btw burr shared a very enlightening blog with me.
http://www.colinandkero.blogspot.com/
its a gay couple.
but.
i admire their courage.
so people DON'T ever go and scold them in their blog.
gays are humans.
they got their rights.
and somemore it's a very courageous thing for them to do.
so people.
takecare, and learn something from it barh.



BYEBYE!

Be ThE sTaRs WhIcH sPaRk Up YoUr DaYs says:
I LOVE YOU TOO=)))



haha.
he's sweet.
but he's sad.
i sensed it too.
from his eyes.
haiyo.
love is such a crazy thing.
it can devastate two person at one time.
but it keeps the world go round.
love is. powerful.









alrytes.
enough of everything.
tmr my laogong giving speech.
clap LOUDLY everybody!
cheerios.
i love everyone.
especially NG KOKSIONG[:
SMILE LOTS. :)

wa.
im still sick.
HAO XIN KU!!





















today was funn.
haha.
PE ran and jogged.
den kahloon kip looking and waving.
haha so cute.
den 20minutes to socialstudies i came downstairs and chatted with laogong. hehe.
SHE IS NOT HERE TODAY!
wahahaha.
tmr got alot of jokes to crack.








english mrs low took us!
haha was a very funny session.
but there's some spastic idiot by the name of kunyang.
!!!!
haha stupid larh.
RAAHHH!







GEOGRAPHY[:
mrs lim was the best teacher.
yepps nodoubt the best geog teacher ever.
anyway she told us sanfrancisco got a street called GAYcommunity.
haha SO COOL.
and the gay families will hang a rainbow flag.
haha.
next time you will see me going there,
with a GIRLfriend.
LOL. stupid gabriel.





den i went home with LAOGONG again!
tmr also haha.
so cool.
when we went home something very sudden happened.
haha.
xD.
so funny.










den i told many of my friends 'iloveyou'.
especially jerome and daryltan.
hai.
FIVE months left.
i will miss all of them.
i even hugged koksiong and said,'laogong, wo ai ni!'
tht was the first time i ever called him 'laogong' verbally.
[:
haii.
cherish the times i had now.
i must. if not i will regret forever.








i love you too.
but. i guess.
haii.

had a little chat with arvina over the phone.
i just realised.
we just had our homecoming day.
its our last.












mylast activity just finished.
my last homecoming day.
my last year together with all of them.
truthly, i'll miss all of them.

zhiyuan
rachel
cynthia
xuyuan
kunyang
jinkai
chinhong
eeliang
aishah
jasmine
weiqi
wenlin
elena
marilyn
yingjie
sibei
weixiang
jonathan
jiaying
richard
huimin
justin
serena
arvina
jeraldine
koksiong
yinlam
hoiting
gekhui
serene
karen
jiazhi
janet
royston
daryltan
changrong
jerome
chiangchin
melissa
gabriel
adrian
mengjinn
mao
shermaine
christine
zongyi
kynaston
yongzhi
benjamin









i'll miss evey every single one of you all.
):
its only 5+months left.
the past four years have been veryvery memorable.
thankyou everybody.
i'll miss everysingle one of you all.
):



JEROME!
*sobs*
must promise to go same JC okayy.
i love you gorgor [:

ARVINA SERENA!
i wan more shopping after graduation.
[:

PUREPIGS and RICHARD!
we must play more mahjong after graduation kayy!
i love you gorgor jiejie
[:


WENLIN!
i'll miss your slaps de.
thanks for everything
[:

ZHIYUAN!
we had lotsa fun together for ten years le.
i sure gonna miss you.
[:

RACHEL_XUYUAN_JIAZHI_CYNTHIA_KAREN_JANET!
we must always always keep in touch yea!
[:

DARYLTAN!
love you lots.
i won't forget our salam.
[:

ACNC!
you guys made a great difference to my life.
love you guys always!
[:

4o6!
the most unique and lovely class.
i love all of you!
[:

KOKSIONG!
you are great.
never knew we actually became close friends after sitting together for 2months in sec2 highermothertongue class.
never knew we actually bared our hearts to one another.
never knew we could come this far together.
i'll definitely miss you when we separate.
[:











maybe one day when we walk on the streets we might not recognise one another.
maybe one day i will forget all of you.
maybe one day i will cry and start missing all of you.
but all i know is that, you all left a beautiful story to this chapter of my life.
this is something in life, that is forever precious, and i love every single one of you.

SOMEONE WEAR MY LAOGONG JACKET.
how can.
only i can wear.
>< !!!

haha.
i love laogong.
you takecare okayy.
CHEERUP SMILE[:

COUGHCOUGHCOUGH.
SORETHROATSORETHROAT.
FLUFLUFLUFLU!














gosh.
i can't stand it any longer.
im so sick today.
ARGH.









haha.
my koksiong is soo nice.
hehe.
he must have enjoyed lessons today!
LOL.
dnt worry okay.
CHEERUP [:














today had DISC results back.
haha.
i belongs to I.
INFLUENTIAL
haha.
so cool
wenlin is STABLE.
my koksiong is COMPLIANT.
the results booklet so zun.
if people you wanna see mine i'll show you.
the thesis so funny and accurate.
beginning to know more about myself.


den the instructor cracked a lot of jokes.
when your darling or wife says,"dear how's your day?'
in a very neutral yet 'demanding' tone,
she's trying to say, 'DEAR, i had a BAD day and you better ask me about it if not!'

the whole class broke into laughter.
lol.






COUGHCOUGH.
coughing is so xinku.

I'm sorry I can't make it there to watch you.
LOL.
=P













haha.
from now onwards, i will protect NGKOKSIONG LAOGONG and SERENA!!
haha.
=X

RAHH.
im so sad now.









alrytes.
after i went offline today,
i went to kovan to find tht asshole.
but he overslept!
arhh.
den i ate alone in yoshinoya.
shortly after serser the fakoqueen came haha.
walao.
this one another champion.
sleep until 12.00pm den just came out in her sleeping attire with a tote bag.
her sleeping attire was a pink OP tee and a very short pants lol.
so funny.
champion 3. tht serene.
another sleeper.
but she was the better ones out of the three.


den serena serene and me went to take neos. haha.
OMG.
i ate twelve bucks for lunch.












den went for tuition.
so sleepy.
WAHAHA.
ben tht asshole overslept in bus 80 and he ended up in BUGIS! LOL.
gosh.
he so qiang man.
lol.
den i told mdm lee he's SICK.
haha sick of oversleeping LOL.
=P








alrytes den went to hougang mall to find adam.
lol jersey from 10bucks to 25bucks.
EXX LA. haha
den i went home.
I ATE ALOT FOR DINNER AGAIN.
stupid adam ang kahchin.
shud try to stop me marh.
8bucks.


conclusion.
today i ate TWENTY BUCKS.
GOSH MAN.
so much.
my appetite getting bigger and bigger.
NO NO.
people if you see me eating.
call me to stop eating after tht!
cos i'll continue if no one stop me in school.
haha.
i realise the importance of wenlin now.
=X
LOL.



i wanna buy fleshimp berms.
i wanan buy giordano polo tees.
one yellow for ME and one white for daryltan for his bday [:
i wanna buy CDs.



goshh.
RAHH!










not the end of story.
today when i returned home.
i saw something shining on my sofa!
N6280 charging!
GOSH.
N6280!
i thot it was a surprise for me man.
what the.
my dad bought it for himself.
so sad.
BOO.
i wan tht model long ago.
but i still got TEN months before a new phone comes to my hand.
RAHH!
i hate this.















I WAN MONEY.
the materialistic me came back!
gosh.
this is a boost to my determination to SAVE MONEY.
giordano polotees!
fleshimp bermudas!
albums!
MY NEW PHONE!
RAHHHH! ><

more pictures today.
on homecoming day 15april [:

























haha. the trio [:
i look fat =X




































FUNNY PHOTO!
haha. i decided to post this up because without the HERO TANWEIQI,
this photo and all the rest would'nt have been taken.
xiexie yingxiong [:




































MUMMY and ME [:



































URGH. kunyang so much taller than me.
xD
































JIAYINGJIEJIE [: haha.







































the fakos! haha =X













AHH.
the nicest photo cant b posted up.
nvm.
next time.
goingoff for tuition soon bye guys haha.

the ASSHOLE and the BITCH [:




























me and my MR.DINOSAUR[:









so now. i encoutered some problems as to upload a photo where jerome spoil the whole brokeback picture and kunyang so much taller den me picture.
argh.
nvm.
tmr i'll upload.
and i'llupload more tmr.
BYEBYE PEOPLE!




ELENA TANHUIQING.
argh.
forget it.


i'll go to my FFX first haha.

retribution.
haha.









you woke me up too.

i tried,
but i guess, forget it.
i never succeed.







i swear i never planned that.

aiyo.
blame it on koksiong's parents that he's soo shuai.
handsome brings alot of problems.
LOL.
i will protect koksiong de kayy.
especially elena tan huiqing.
you better dont prey on him WAHAHAHA.














stupid kahmeng.
you lied larh.
you saw yours but i din saw mine.
its just dark clouds and lightning.
from today,
im so disheartened.
she won't understand.
bleh.
i'll never see that rainbow.

HELLO PEOPLE [:
today was veryy veryy fun.
didn't have so much fun for such a long time.









firstly in the morning,
woke up at 5.45am.
den chiangchin came late so i brought everything down in three rounds haha.
den jianhui's dad came and fetch us all to school.
den we reached school, had some hiccups at first,
but slowly we set the stall up NICELY [:
haha.
sooo nice.





queen fako!
haha don't worry larh.
as if he will eat you up.
who cares.
bobian also marh haha.
don't care him larh.
flirtatious.








w0w.
our drink sold out real fast haha.
nidda thank a number of people.
ELENA (: thanks for your help.
MS NG (: haha thankyou thankyou!
4O6 [: for make suchh NICE drinks haha.








den took pictures with my AA#1#2#4.
haha.
















im can't wait for seoul garden treat!
AHHH haha.






den today my laogong acted as dinosaur!
also took a photo with him.
but anyway im lyk so crazy today.
i took photos with alot of picture nah.
RICHARD TOO!
haha.























also took a photo of yongzhi slacking with a spastic face LOL.
but won't post it up if not he'll kill me haha.




sore throat xD
but den it didn't affect my mood.
i took some photos with daryltan! haha.
my brokeback.
*brokeback salam*





















den also took with benasshole, kunyang, mdms0ck, mengjinn, serthefakoqueen, arvina blahblah.
oh also weiqi! haha.
so funny.
got flash le still so tan.
oops.
xD




den end off the homecoming with a picture with CHANGRONG[: MUMMY! and jiayingjiejie.
and third picture with KOKSIONG hugging[: !
i think this is the nicest picture i ever took with koksiong.
the professional elena's gonna help me edit it nicenice.
im gonna change it to the frontpage of the blog too! haha.
=P




















den coming home de shihou talked with k0ksiong and felicia.
HAHA! oops.
no. we said NOTHING haha.
my laogong sooo cute and shuai and sooo POPULAR.
haha.
he's a champion okay? hehe.







our class did sucha goodjob today.
we were the first to finish selling haha.
so fun.









alrytes.
lastly,
SORRY ADAM!!
i kept the nice name.
but so sorry!
xD


alrytes BYEBYE everybody(:





'LAOGONG LAOPO 1314[:

'haha. we are besties forever.'
lies. just lies.
i'm starting to regret wadeva promise i've made.
cos i dntwanna be besties.
never.




















hello people.
today did homecoming preparation with chiangchin chuning melissa changrong[: jasper jianhui and christine.
haha.
SOO fun.
our banner's nice.
our flag's nice.
our class tee.
err.
sorta disappointment.
serena's gonna be disappointed.
haha.










TMR HOMECOMING DAY!
LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.


















leongkahmeng.
you lied to me.
i didn't see the rainbow.
i didn't see my BIG rainbow.
thankyou anyway.



i have yet to find my rainbow.
i won't find it.
cause i am such an idiot.

haha.
adam ang kah chin so gullible.
but no fun.
blah.


later changrong<3 they all coming my house to do homecoming stuff.
haha see them soon.
siann.





friends are those who never try to harm you in a way or another.
they won't use you to do some unlawful or unrighteous things.
instead, they stop you in time and pull you up when you're down.
they NEVER push you down.
close or just acquitance, these are TRUE friends.













alrytes, shall end off with a sexy picture.
guess who! haha.

ohya.
MY LAOGONG>he won NATIONAL CHAMPIONS okay.
you all better treat him properly.
cos he is the CHAMPION (:
haha.


love you lots!
MUACKS <3

i think it's so different.
when he talk to you.
and when i talk to you.
haha dammit.
shud've known it long ago.
hai. :/
















HOMECOMING DAY COME MY CLASS OKAY!
haha.
BEST.
and thankyou MDMSOCK haha.
(:















my baby boy takecare.
I TRUST YOU.
takecare lots [:

I LOVE TANWEIQI!
XIEXIE NI.
SHE'S THE HERO FOR TODAY (:

















alrytes.
lessons as usual.
no fun.
physics practical lyk shit lol.







STJOHN ACTIVITY!
no. it's LAST stjohn activity.
hai.
had promo parade rehearsal.
den farewell stuff.
after activity took alot of photos.
with FATs, training dept, AA!, ACNCo5!, TIANRONG KAHMENG and ADAM!
heard alot of stories on how adam protected my cookie. LOL.
gees. thanks adam.
haha.
wonder if my sec3s and AA will miss me.
so sad to leave stjohn.
but i will come back.
to visit AA and WEIQI!
haha.
and i nearly lost my camera today.
THANKS WEIQI.
haha.
den ACo5 did a footdrill procedure.
SOLID bangs okay.
we are NOT old.
hehe.








anyway.
really really thank sec4 squad!
really really thank sec3 squad!
really really thank AA!
really really thank ADAM!
really really thank KAHMENG.
hahas.

tune in to LKM station people.
BYEBYE!

it's not the camera.
it's all the sweetest memories i ever had.




pray please help me find it.

OHYA.
i remember.
next week my dear daryl's birthday ><
gosh gosh.

and PEOPLE.
especially AA2 and nicholas who promised and elaine.
during homecoming day, go my stall and patronise okay.
406.
buy five cups each!
haha.

















AND AHH.
I FAIL MY NAPFA COS OF PULL UPS.
DAMMIT.

a follower waits for things to happen.
a leader never, for the leader is self-driven.

nice definition.
suits the mood now.
tmr stepping down le.
last activity.
the new leaders of the corp will do a great job i believe.
(:













ARH.
so sian.
tmr's last activity.
gonna miss stjohn.
gonna muss AA2.
gonna miss FATs.
gonna miss training dept.
gonna miss my squad.
gonna miss sec3 squad which brought alot of changes in my stjohn life .
thankyou all.
):







ahh.
i'll miss tianrong's dark complexion.
i'll miss kahmeng's sexy lips.
i'll miss bernie's little eyes.
i'll adam's white teeth.
i'll miss clarence's height.
haha. my AA2 are forever cute.
continue to rock on :DD
i love you <3










i forgot wad to update again lol.
nvm shall stop here today den.
when i thot of it shall updat again.
btw I WAN RETAIL THERAPY.

hey people.
TOMORROW IS NAPFA TEST!
gosh man.
fail ding lela.



and my ear is okay.
its just DIRTY.
now myleft'sis clean and soo CLEAR.
nidda go back and wsh my ryte ear on fri or sat.
lol
so funny.


ohshit.
forgot wad to update lol.
spastic-ness.
alrytes nvm.





alrytes people.
i guess i'm going now.
BYEBYE!
my FFX's waiting for me LOL.

sometimes, thru a small note
a small message,
or even just a few words,
we know friends care.

even from some small gestures,
we see it too.

dntknow why i start typing in blogger's address and started typing this entry.
but i thank everyone who accompanied me thru my life marathon!
xiexienimen. (:









'if we ever get separated.
just whistle.
i'll come. running, i promise.'

-Yuna_FFX








ahh.
stupid bernie had a surprise.
wad kind of surprise?
lol.

JASPER ZHAO WEN WEI.


if you can't find another etter teeshirt supplier which is cheaper and will be able to finish the shirts in time.
den STOP complaining.
chanrong's doing such a great favour and he's trying very hard.
if you did nothing, at the very least, DON'T complain.

'each time you really try, you are already the best.'
NCo6, nothing's gonna happen. smile.
















alrytes, YESTERDAY.
sports day.
haha kahmeng really CHEERED up (:
finally.
his sexy lips! ohgosh.
sports day was fun.
and MUMMY TAKECARE!
she got a muscle tear.
should be resting at home now barh.




haha. DEN AC GATHERING (:
soo long never go out together le.
haha
even took neoprints.
i cannot scan.
but rip one from chinhong frenster.



























haha.
also wanna shop.
BUT.
I BOUGHT NOTHING.
sucks man.
first time shop until so stupid.
lol.













den went to sgt kahhao chalet at nite.
lol.
soo funn.
PIG (^0^)
so stupid.
xD










today.
morning woke up.
my left ear cant hear properly again.
this is the third time.
it's so scary.
wad if i can never hear one day.
i'll cry man.
pray pray.


den today had intensive FFX!
the story was so touching. and tragic.
blah.
going to do homework at nite liao.

alrytes.
byebye people!


NC06 dnt worry.
nothing will happen.


there can be miracles. WHEN YOU BELIEVE.

LALALA.
STJOHN WON(:
ofcourse they do.
cause they got the best commander!
ARHH! stupidity.
crap crap.
soo pissed.

anyway other UGs goodjob too (:
i lyk GB musical drills and NCC precision drills!
haha.
><











argh.
everytime i wna blog i always forget wad to blog.
wadthehell lor.
blehblehbleh.
BOO.











i only remembered to cheer changrong up!
HEY HUBBY.
SMILE LOTS YEA haha.
still got me to help you find supplier (:
jiayou tmr yea!
he's a veryy good class chairperson yea.
everybody please appreciate him!
jiayou! haha.









alrytes alrytes.
today tuition so kukufied.
the spastic girl LOL.
haha sorry laogong let you wait for 20minutes
=X















CALENDAR APRIL2006
8APRIL_SPORTSDAY
11APRIL_LASTFORMALACTIVITY ):
15APRIL_HOMECOMING DAY! (:
22APRIL_SEOULGARDENcumSHOPPING! [:
31APRIL_STARTofMIDYEAR LOL.











alrytes alrytes.
JIAYOU PEOPLE!
BYEBYE (:
I LOVE STJOHN.
all stjohn members should be proud too.
we finally made it to the lead.
we are never the supporting one again (:

ohgosh.
wanna blog alot today.
but shall keep it short.
wanna sleep.
tmr will blog more.







fancy drill rocks!
haha.
but someone trying to incur the wrath of stjohn.
stupidity.
we'll win anyway sonny, stop wasting your time.










ahh.
my uniform lyk sucks lykdat lol.
but nevermind.
it will be okay.
cos im the BEST COMMANDER!
haha.
xD

:/






i'm so tired.
sjab portfolios are almost cleared.
left promo parade and CPN and i'll get donw with it.
now left with one big portfolio of the year- O LEVELS.
AHH!
so scary.
i must mange time well.
very well.
very very well.










my brokeback partner DARYLTAN so cute.
i love him <3
haha.
remember people, it's the brokeback style.








anyway i wasn't that happy on monday.
cause still was kinda affected.
den my laogong2 apple came and console me (:
haha.
'shen1 wei2 ni3 de4 laogong wo3 ying1 gai1 an1 wei4 ni3 de4!"
so touched ryte.
my cutecute apple changrong [:
he's a good chairman and a great hubby lol.
hehe.
btw.
he wore NCC uniform today so SMART (:
as shuai as apple [:












ohya.
talking about him.
today having physics practical.
CORRECTION.
FUNNY PHYSICS PRACTICAL (:
my bench got the slowest people on earth.
my bench made up of CHANGRONG[: jianhui and shilam lol.
we do ourselves one marh.
mine and shilam's experiment the two slowest lor lol.
but next bench got zongyi and wenlin fight with us to be slower. LOL.
it's electricity practical.
den when everybody's got their apparatus ready shilam still reading instructions.
lol so slow.
den when i want to set up,
i found out i dntknow how to. LOL.
cos i not sure about the postive and negative stuff.
jianhui tried to teach.
but i dint listen.
cos i remembered last week some stupid shortie broke his beaker LOL.
so decided not to heed wrong advice.
but he correct this time!
argh.
so spent lots of time adjusting positive and negative charge lol.
den hubby helped me change in a much faster way.
if not i really will readjust all the wires slowly lol.
secondly,
you know ammeters are the twins of voltmeters.
therefore i fixed ammeter into voltmeter position and vice versa.
i didn't realise in the first place.
den i try to switch on circuit but nothing results.
den i keep switchin on n off but nothin changes.
den after another 5minutes i found out im so spastic.
i just put the wrong meters to wrong positions. =.-
arh. blur. physics' not my cup of tea.
thirdly,
you know i was innocent.
so i finally placed everything correctly.
when i switch on,
my ammeter got reading! hurrays. after lyk 30minutes? lol.
BUT. my voltmeter that needle lyk not moving at all.
acting spastic again,
i switch on and off.
argh.
den mr chee asked if anybody still haven even get one single reading.
me and wenlin raised up our hands.
LOL.
gosh.
im as slow as wenlin!
something must be wrong.
at that point of time eeliang finished and packed up everything liao.
bleh.
i haven even plot my table and graph.
den mr chee wanted to come and help de shihou.
i went to change my voltmeter.
den it works.
GOSH. i was holding a spastic idiotic spoilt voltmeter for 40minutes without realising.
=.-
argh.
den cheated on my graph as no time left lol.
wonderful practical day.











den went for break.
stayed in class and chatted with my hubby.
lol.
den stjohn.
nothing much today.
kinda boring activity i think.
but goodtry sec3s trng people [:







ah my koksiong training so hard everyday.
will beat haising catholic de!
jiayou!







alrytes must finish nanhua paper two today!
argh.
byebye people (:
physics practical rocks haha.

my baby.
i felt so sad.
cos you're not okay.
be cheerful and stay okay yea (:













hey people.
haven't you see my true colours?
my true colours are lemon yellow, pale yellow and yellow yellow!
=.-

seventeen.
the lagging marks and koksiong jersey number.
wad contradiction.
ironic.
















i haven been materialistic for a long time.
i wanted, but do maths more important lol.
today deployment meeting took so long.
i hope everything will be okay.
however....











UG comp aren't ready too.
haiyo.
i really dntknow wad to do.








kahmeng GET WELL SOON.
byebye people!

yea.
im much better today.

CONGRATS B BOYS FOR DEFEATING ST HILDAS.
it was simply great.
you all created a miracle.
KOKSIONG WAS GREAT TOO (:

how i wish we created one too.

today was UG comp training.
the pace was slow.
hope it gets faster tmr.
i really got no time.



whews.
he finally said 'byebye' to him.
and on his own initiative.
i'm more than happy.
(:








cheerup #o2.
i wanna see your big teethy grin.
:D

HI.
second post of the day.

i still felt weird.
nvm. it's over already.
no use turning back.
we should look infront.


and KAHMENG#o2 hope you're really okay.
crApitus yea.
takecare lots my dear #o2.




alrytes.
im tired.
and how can cheeyang win.
bleh.



after finish writing my testimonials i shall sleep.
alrytes byebye people.




AA#2 never dies.
they left a colourful history in my life.
something that life never forgets.
something that always make my day.
remember our laughter.
remember our tears.
remember our trainings.
remember what we learnt from one and another.
remember we can't be separated.
remember we are always AA.
jiayou, I LOVE YOU ALL.

'if we ever get separated, just whistle.
i'll come running,i promise. '
-Yuna

got hooked up with FFX today.
maybe to nullify the misery.
but i remembered this phrase by Yuna.
so vividly in my mind.
AA, if we ever separate, juts call,
and i'll come.
















i teared again.
i really can't help it.
i just felt so terrible.
it's as if i'm charged with the most serious sentence on earth.
as if i'm being pierced by a thousand and one guilty arrows.
i don'tknow.
i just blamed myself. for everything.
maybe i could do better.
but all i know was,
my boys did their best.
i'm glad.

they won.
because they finally found their rainbow.
it's just my tears of joy.
it must have been.















my TIANRONG#o1 was the best leader.
my KAHMENG#o2 was very serious.
my BERNIE#o3 did not have stage fright.
my ADAM#o4 shouted loud and clear.
my CLARENCE#o5 gave them moral support.
my TEAM#AA2 found their rainbow.

i found mine, too. i guess.















'there will be ups and downs,
there will be winners and losers.
as long as you tried your best,
there's nothing to regret about.
the outcome is not most important,
is the process when you all work together,
smile and frown, matters.
at least you hae enjoyed memorable moments with them.
DON'T REGRET!
smile (: '
-koksiong

i didn't tell him anything about ytd.
and because i told him nothing.
he knew something was wrong.
it was so wrong.
i'm really touched.
he knows me well. so well.
thanks kok. thanks so much.
thankyou every other people too.
(:













my AA never dies.
they lives on. as a legacy.
congrats my boys.
you've found your own rainbow.

they never lose.
they won.







as long as there is still fighting spirit,
they can never lose.
















i cried.
yes i cried.
not because i'm angry.
not because i'm disappointed.
it's just a normal reaction.
i would be joking if i'm not sad.














but i'm really proud.
they did superbly well.
it's just that the other team is stronger.











I LOVE ALL OF YOU!
i always do.
sorry if i raised my voice.
sorry if i shouted and scolded.
sorry if i punished unreasonably.
but you guys are the best.
it's never the last training.
failure is there because we need to learn and not let it happen again.














i'm proud.
very proud of them.