i suddenly had fear.
fear in me.
fear in myself.
fear in 1oo7o5.
i jus can't forget it.
and seeing the condition now,
i simply can't imagine.
wad wud it be lyk.
why mus things turn lykthis?
why mus they think that
they can make decisions on their own?
why?
it shows that we've failed.
after we tried for 2months, we still failed.
how?
what mus we do to make them learn?
i simply cant get thru their head.
i cant.
we cant.
im so scared.
im scared i might disappoint everyone again.
ive done tt once,
i wunt do it agn.
I WUNT.

i shall do it good.
i shall do it great.
i shall not fail.
once is enough.
more den enough.
i've learnt my lesson.
im gna pass this lesson to them.
they aint gna learn n let it repeat agn.
THEY AINT.
we'll make sure.

dangs.
i nearly cried on the bus again.
im jus too scared.
too scared.
i swear i wun disappoint this time.
i swear i wun.

thanks jinkai for your help.
:))))
thanks lots man.
if i dnt keep myself in good condition,
how are they suppose to keep themselves?
so i wunt let my emotions get the better next time.
at least I'LL TRY.
tdy is jus another day.
jus another day.....