after today,
i finally understand tht its hard.
its rrly hard.
i will bring them through.
i will.






walkathon at first.
nothing much today.

den was lunch.
den my mood changed.
i wasn't happy.
neither am i sad.
neither am i angry.
im jus tired of myself.
im jus sick of myself.
maybe i didn't do enough to guide them.
maybe its my fault.
maybe i jus cant lead.
maybe.
maybe.

i cried TWO times today.
did it help?
i seriously hope it did.
its been 2 months n its stil the same.
im at fault.
i think i truely am.
i hope what i say today to them today truely went in their head.
i cant be disappointed.
cos its my fault.
if it happens again,
what will be my reaction?
i dntknow.
i jus know other den these,
the overall morale n spirit.
it wasnt there.
it isnt there.
but it WILL be there.
i hope the small blog war i saw 5minutes ago wud end.
STOP IT.
ya all got much better things to do.
MUCH more.
TOGETHER.
its 5in1.
its 5as1.
not alone.
not in 2.
not in 3.
not in 4.
but in 5.
FIVE AS ONE.
ya all betta remember.
haish.
i rrly wna see IMPROVEMENT.
especially relationship-wise.






sorry mr tang zhiyuan and cynthia.
scared all of you.
im ohkay.
really. (((:
thanks mr tang for that talk.
n thanks zhiyuan for youor console.
its jus up to ME. YOU. and US.
i nid 5 pairs of hands to CLAP together.
FIVE PAIRS.
please.
dnt giv up on one other.
please.