deleted all my posts.think i shud start afresh.walked home jus now.wad determination ive got.budden, maybe ive no feelin on my legs.felt numb.chinhong enlightned me jus now.im sorry.its partly my fault.good frens are hard to come by.i shud cherish every single one of them, includin him.so sorry.

nobody is perfect.i too have faults.hope everyone can bear wif my faults.i'll try to change.into a better person.i will.

i know he may stil be angry.but everything's fine.hope he's fine too.although im abit stubborn.but last of all.i care too.take care everybody.